finding balance....
this website documents my journey.... towards optimal health.... toward finding balance in every area of my life.... my body.... and.... my life.... are pretty fucked up right now.... eye am searching for and researching ways to bring my body and my life back into balance.... or.... into balance.... perhaps.... for the FIRST time in my life....
eye guess that eye have to make the standard disclaimer right now.... eye am NOT a doctor.... this book is not intended to be medical advice.... all eye am doing.... is telling you what my problems are.... how eye am going to try to fix these problems.... and IF indeed.... my strategies end up working.... see the section on conditions to see all of the health issues that eye am currently struggling with.... and the chapters under conditions go into detail about how eye am going to go about trying to eliminate these conditions.... about.... how eye am going to go about healing my body.... about.... how eye am going to attempt to get my body into balance.... for the very first time....
eye believe that eye am asleep.... that my mind is sleepwalking.... doing a sleepwalk dance.... eye will describe this more in the next paragraph.... eye believe eye am asleep.... eye believe that all humans are asleep.... that.... we all have third eyes.... and.... if we could flick a switch and open our third eyes.... we would stop living our lives in fear.... we would stop being afraid to die.... and.... without fear of death.... by KNOWING that we come back.... again and again and again.... that our souls NEVER disappear.... then we would stop living in fear.... and.... there would be sorrow no more.... eye also believe that we have wings.... like lucifer in the series lucifer.... inxs says that we all have wings.... and.... eye believe.... when we wake up.... these wings will appear.... and.... we all might just have aqualungs as well.... and.... eye will not be the only one who grows wings.... eye will not be the only one to grow gills.... eye will not be the only one to set my spirit free.... when we ring the bells.... when we wake the town.... mabye.... your wings will and lungs will appear.... miraculously....
how many of you are familiar with rudolf steiners work.... the waldorfs schools were created based on his work.... he pioneered biodynamics.... biodynamic farming.... he wrote about the vanishing bees.... long before vanishing bees became a thing.... rudolf was brilliant.... he claimed to have this knowledge.... because he spoke to the spirit world.... he spoke to beings from higher worlds....
my story is similar to rudolfs in many ways.... eye believe.... that eye might just be your maker.... and.... eye existed outside of time.... and.... eye became an immortal.... and.... eye was always an angel.... never a god.... and.... eye created a plan.... to save the world.... and eye imbedded that plan.... as breadcrumbs.... in thousands of songs.... and.... then.... eye fell asleep.... eye forgot who eye was.... eye started over.... and this time eye became a human.... and.... my old heart is inside of me.... my old heart.... with the memories from my immortal lives.... these memories are tucked away inside of me.... in my old heart.... and.... slowly.... eye am waking up.... slowly.... my insincts are returning.... so that... eye can show you a new way.... so that.... eye can help you fix your world.... and this book.... is part of that journey.... it is part.... of me.... showing you.... how to heal your mortal bodys.... and eventually.... how to wake up.... how to awaken your soul.... how to awaken your spirit....
also.... like rudolf steiner.... eye believe that eye am talking to immortals.... all of the time.... and.... they look human to me.... and.... to you.... because hebrews thirteen one through three explains that angels can take human form.... and.... these immortals are helping me.... they are helping me remember my past lives.... they are helping me remember who eye am.... they are helping me.... change your world.... bring about the world to come.... they are helping me.... set you free....
now.... eye am trying to figure out how to monitize this book.... eye want my books to be available to everyone.... but... eye also want to be FAIRLY compensated for my efforts.... and.... eye want everyone who is helping me to be compensated fairly for THEIR efforts.... if you have any ideas how eye can achieve this.... eye am all ears.... for now.... eye am going to add a tip button.... but eye do not think that this is a long-term solution.... eye do not think that this is the right way to monitize books online.... so.... please.... let me know if you have any suggestions.... you can read the chapter called the honor system.... to find out.... why eye think that this approach is not the best approach.... long-term.... but eye think that it will work for now....
also.... look for book-of-love.com and the-wicked-game.com coming to an internet near you in the near future.... book-of-love.com.... is going to be the story.... of who eye think eye am.... or should eye say was.... before eye became human.... and.... about the way.... the way of love.... and.... eye want to paint a picture.... of the world that eye want to bring to you.... the-wicked-game.com will be all about this wicked game that eye think that the immortals are playing.... as described in the lyrics of over a thousand different songs....