uninvited guests....

when you have voices in your head....  it is NOT a chemical imbalance....  there are actual voices in your head....  bitch ass angels or demons who have decided to play judge and jury with you....  somehow....  you have invited them into your head....  you HAVE committed a crime....  and....  they are serving out your sentence....

the main way that you invite these angels and demons into your head....  is by raping someone....  and....  you are serving a punishment....  far worse than if humanity punished you....  a spiritual punishment is far worse....  because....  unless you figure out how to get rid of the voices....  they will haunt you the rest of your life....  and....  they will tell you to do horrible things....  kill yourself....  kill someone else....  they will tell you that something amazing is going to happen....  and....  tell you what to do to make it happen....  and....  when you do it....  nothing happens....  it will drive you insane....  they will drive you insane....

eye do not KNOW yet how to get rid of these voices....  to get rid of these fucking bitch ass angels and demons....  all that eye do know....  is that mental health drugs will NOT make them go away....  psychotic psychiatrists are making you suffer the consequences of mental health drugs....  suffer the side effects.....  without making the voices go away....

eye THINK that the answer can be found in talk therapy....  admitting your crimes to someone trustworthy....  someone who will help you get rid of your guilt....  get rid of your shame....  that is my best guess as to the way to finally heal....